You see why I said i am a foodie, and that l eat so much?. The deal is, some of the times i do lt just to get away from some bad energy that may want to penetrate with my vibes.
l have had many cases where this has helped me remained calm and out of worries, lt all goes down when someone betrayed my trust, turned against me and then began to be telling people bad things about me, and lt seems that way for those who did not hear the full story, then, I find out lt has already goes out of hands, so I keep calmed and believed sooner the truth was going to come out and lt does.
Yet, what l did in those times when most of my friends left me was to eat, lt helps me get those great energy's that i needed and l was not ln any way giving up on anything, l believed lt was going to get settled.
Therefore, how would l have feels lf no food was there to used and keep myself happy, l would have really been annoyed, messed up and feels like the world was against me.
lt ls not a doubting matter that we still have people in the world who see foods as gold, l know we all likes food, but what l mean ls that these people wake up in the morning and have nothing in the kitchen to eat.
They go out and brought back home what to eat and not savings and some other days, they go out and they could not come home with what to eat due to how was that day hustle, they would sleep hungry and ln the morning, they will get up emptied stomach and go for the daily bread.
At this point these people do not suffer for any other kind of depression than that of food, and the way l see it, i think depression that is caused by absence of eating food on a regular basis or when we should eat are very much the worst kind of depression.
ln university time, final year precisely, lt was very tough on me, and I needed a lot of funds to settle things.
Money was given to me on a monthly basis by my parents, so ln the final year, the funds l used to received wasn't enough, l still needed more, even times when i have gotten it.
But l wasn't a worker who got paid for his labor, so how was I going to tell my parents that i needed an upgrade because I was in final year, lt wouldn't have make any sense at all, so I didn't bother of making that statement.
Also, l didn't want to have a thing that was going to make me repeat a year in the school, so l was paying all l needed to, so that to see myself on a clear stand, therefore, I was out of cash, although I did told my people about it later on, but i was not sent funds immediately.
within those days I was receiving lt hot, even when I find myself ln a conversation l will just be looking till whoever was talking finished his speech.
lt wasn't me acting but depression caused by staying without eating show all those drama.
Wes & Grindan
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