And if you're living, they would say you're living. Some people wouldn't be comfortable with you living, and would not be happy if you die. This is just how life works. Not everyone will like you. Not everyone would agree to the things you do..
Some people would agree with you, but some would never. That's just how it is. All you can do is just live. Love yourself. Live your life to the fullest regardless of what people tend to say. So long as you're doing the right thing a, you're not hurting anyone and your conscience
And your conscience is clear, keep doing what you're doing. Just don't give a fuck what people say cause' if you do, that would be the begining of your gradual decline. You can never please people.
That's just it, sir.
Love yourself, live your life and don't wish anybody bad.