I have been in jobs where those who had power used it to their advantage, even exploiting the employees, always looking out for their own benefit, I saw that very clearly in one of the jobs I had here. In my case I consider that having power or a place of leadership implies a great responsibility, it can be a right because the person earned it, but great power includes a huge responsibility to others.
I have been in charge of people and I felt it more like that, always thinking of them.
You are a super organised and responsible person, detail oriented and disciplined, and surely an excellent leader of your team or of the people you are in charge of, I don't doubt that for a moment.