That's the thing with addiction I guess, hard to step back and see it and hard to rectify I guess right. (Not impossible though.)
I've never been addicted to any substance so I guess it's difficult to know how it feels but I've dealt with enough who have and I know the challenges and how difficult can be to combat. Sad really. I guess it's like anything, it's so easy, pleasurable even, to fall into that habit, but climbing back out (realising that one needs to) is never so easy.
I like that art man, but it sort of makes me sad too, just the mood that the face presents.