I have never really think about how bad it is to having sleeping disorder. I will be like 2am suddenly woke up and it feels like 10am in my mind. And then until 5am which I am normally supposed to get up and get ready for work, suddenly my eyes came shutting down. I will have to struggle to get dressed and quickly drive to work place before I can take a nap at the parking lot for like an hour. And then the rest of the day feels like zombie.

I did tried to stay up late until 2am, but it will only change the routine. So I got a good sleep until 5, and woke up like a zombie the rest of the day. And technically I need to drink coffee all day to keep me awake until I crashed into the bed even with a huge triple espresso, by around 8pm. And then, it will be nightmare to wake up by 11pm and rolling the bed and annoying the home minister until she kick me out of the bed and usually that will last until 5am 🤣

Also tried staying awake 24 hours. That 1 day will get a good night sleep, but then the next day I will feel like my brain is not home, and I don't even remember how to drive. And after the miserable day, I will be back to "normal" waking up midnight starring at the roof counting shits sheeps