I was reading through your post and all that I could say was "Thank you Jesus." These are life experiences some people never overcame, but here you're brother, alive and sound. I say a Big 'Thank You Jesus' for you life.
It's glad to see you found your way back home and you didn't let life challenges throw you completely off. Well done brother. I'm also trying to get my feet back into Hive at the moment too, after being away for a long while.
I wish us both a smooth journey back to Hive. Happy New Year Brother 💙