Yeah, it happens. Those moments that make you question if you are truly healing. It is frustrating and sad that one still has to feel these things despite the help that has been given.
However, it is nice knowing you are healing little by little in some ways. The struggle is real and hard, and only those who have been in pain can truly sympathise. I wish you well on your mental health, and it is truly okay to not be okay.
I am in with you and wish you not just luck but also love, kindness, hug, sweetness, and more on your journey.