I'm so glad you turned down going into the institution. You followed your gut instinct.
Yes, I was very straightforward about the decision and didn't hesitate twice. Not everything is for me and I told them I am not crazy that I don't know what is good for me and what is not. I am not ready for such treatment.
but for a while, you can have a bit of peace and space from your usual environment.
Yes, seeing new locations always impacts my life no matter how I feel. To be honest, I cannot see the changes instantly but in the long run, it helps.
Thanks my dear for being such a friend who understands me, Happy New Year...