Lucinda the Hive mare!!! Ah yes, that is a fitting name for a horse but perhaps not a decentralised nonsense thing.
It's a funny old thing, I have had a fair few bereavements over the last 5-10 years or so but my friend got me harder almost because it was so close to home. Profoundly bizarre the effect it had on me.
Still, one has to move onward and sat last remember the good times.
Speaking of which, I have an otter and a coffee keeps to look forward to. Cheers mate!