You have not received the medals because there have been problems in the blockchain with something, but it is already being restored little by little. Do not stop writing.
I hope you feel better from the cold and that you had a nice birthday. So happy belated birthday.
As for work, don't be discouraged. Do this: repeat several times a day "I am lucky and finding a job is actually very easy." So, before going to bed, think about what kind of job you want and feel like you already have it. But live it, recreate that whole feeling in your mind, very calm, and with the certainty that you already have that job.
Don't hesitate for a second and repeat this every day. Tell me later. 😉