it's hard to run multiple projects that are not same but identical and demanding same amount of resources...
we live 24 hours a day, we have family, we have our works, we need to do certain of tasks everyday like eating, cleaning, sleeping and others. and of course we get fatigue and illness... So yeah, we can not do everything, and sometime we need to set priorities and make a u turn, side step, ditch things off, and whatever we call those... for a better future
regardless what happen and what will happen, I believe most of us here agree that you have done great things here.