For the first time in my life, I went out and dine without no one with. I was not doing this kind of night out in my almost 28 years in Saudi Arabia. Why? Before, we are not allowed to go out alone and the location of restaurant were so far distant. Recently, all kinds of establishments are walking or just a step away from our gate. What I mean is the house of my boss. There were so many times that I want to do this to try myself a treat but money was the problem. All money were being sent back home. This is an honest and true story of my life. Even buying stuff for myself, I don't want to do it for me. My boss is giving me all what I need for free and I am not materialistic and contented to a simple outfit and looks.
Well, I tried giving gift to myself lately this year. Not so bad, like what I did last night dining in Zaky Restaurant with broasted Spanish mackerel and salmon. I bought pure avocado smoothie at the back of the restaurant. I am now avoiding drinking soda since I am almost 54 years old.
I also decided to do this because, it's International Women's Day, my wedding Anniversary and birthday of Olivia
How yummy was the avocado smoothie with peanuts. There was a chunks of peanuts in every sipped.
The new smoothie place looked so nice and clean.This is a new open fresh fruit juicer.
Then I took one order for my friend,my co-worker. She is TNT or illegal worker that is why , she could not go with me wherever want to go.
Last Friday night, there was a Filipino community who invited me nearby for a dinner but when I saw their live streaming I saw some male individual whom I don't know and they were drinking liquors. How I wish to go because there were a lot of foods but I kept myself staying at home and ignored the invitation. I will go if all female will be there.
I felt different eating in the restaurant alone at midnight. They are open everyday until 4am. I was satisfied on what I was doing for the first time but my heart is still wanting something that truly would make me happy. There are so many times I never enjoy life freely. I think I wasted all those chances to be myself.
Otherwise, there is no regret on what I decided for a very long time focused on my 👪. Being a family oriented woman is rare to find.I think, there is still a chance to be more productive before its too late.What I want, as long as it would be with the guidance of God and fair possibilities, I will accept it.
That's all for today and thank you @ace108 for the #beautifulsunday, @asean.hive admin and community members plus the #hiveph community.
