Thanks for the good wishes, it's not that I don't have ailments, I have a particular concept of illness. Not every ailment is a disease, when something I feel is happening to me first I give the body a chance to heal. If this does not happen, then I go for help. In the case of my mental health, during my father's bereavement I asked for professional help, I have no problem asking for help. I have problems with what modern medicine understands to be a disease (everything is a disease and everything is cured with drugs). What you say about current medicine I share one hundred percent.