Welcome to give dearest 🤗🥰
I love your intro post. Well no worries we all have to heal at some point it's okay not to be okay just don't dwell so much on the past hurts just view it as bad experiences whatever it may be learn from the lessons so it won't occur again.
Glad you bought a guitar from cebu they do make the best guitars specially the one's that were made from the jackfruit trees. I know it because I'm a bisdak from Cebu!
Enjoy your stay here, try to join in community challenges there are loads here in that way you will meet many new friends. Try to engage with our fellow hivers.