I originally thought I was a strong person and have had a naturally upbeat, fastly rebounding heart, soul and personality.....but life slowly beat me up and so I slowly withdrew, so slowly that I barely noticed it was happening. I became a semi recluse...ha ha... that is what I call myself and covid didn't make that better.

Now I feel like I'm in my safe space mostly when I'm home alone and I don't like being pushed or stressed. Sounds like a weenie person ...right? I'm still my same self with my family, but most other people in the real world, well, too much drama to participate most times. Everybody trying to scam something out of everybody else and trustworthy?... not many.

I'm still mostly content in general . I sometimes daydream of busting back out into the world.... but only for a few moments.

I do try to stay aware as much as I can of any situations in my family or community that I can help with, but mostly that consists of throwing some money on it. 😮

P.S..... I have not missed that many of the countries of the world are allowing themselves to be overrun with questionable invaders (immigrants) and I see it as a much bigger, on purpose happening our governments are orchestrating for some new world order. Whatever that plan is, it is not good for the vast amount of people in general. No... I don't know what I am talking about, but I still see it. If they have their way, it's not going to be good for us.