I feel so down.
I feel like my life is a mess.
I feel less of myself.
I feel so stupid,dumb, and intimidated.
Why are the ideas coming to me now?
When I have already made a fool of myself.
Stupid stage fright coupled with low knowledge.
Depressing feeling.
It's not as if this is the first time I have had this feeling.
It's just that it's been a while.
It comes to me when things are a little bit overwhelming.
It's not even that serious to think and be worried about.
But I find myself taking it seriously.
Just go away.
Leave me alone because you are terribly eating me up.
Self-esteem gradually diminishes.
Now I wish I was someone else.
Someone else that you think it's rosy for them.
It can be beautiful on the outside and dirty on the inside.
You actually do not know the demons that person is fighting.
How can I overcome this?
I feel like the world is against me.
Everything is working against me.
I wouldn't mind if I don't get positive results.
But when from a corporate thing, everybody gets their reward, and it's just yours missing.
You can't help but think about it deeply.
Something is missing.
If I had a partner with the same case, it could have been different and bearable.
It's heavy in my heart.
Just pening it down to feel a bit good.
Still am not.
I really need intervention.
Because a little obstacle can give huge negative results.
It will spread like poisonous substances.
Breath in.
It only gets better after overcoming all that strange feeling.
Face your flaws and life as it is.
Gracefully fight those demons.
The battle is yours.
So as the victory.
Don't be too hard on yourself.
You mustn't be perfect.
Just be you.
Yes, that happy version of yourself.
Who turns a failure into a positive opportunity.
You are unique.
Thank you very much for stopping by my blog to read my pen down poem.
