I always thought that rains and cold weather would calm me in some way, like we can't deny it, we have the best sleep with that weather haha (most of us at least). But as young adult, rains made me realize that it's actually sad and depressing to see the weather look exactly how I feel. Gloomy, blue and tears. We have 1 body and brain but we have all the emotions we feel, and just like rain, it's a weather but a lot of places and people are affected. It's so nice to feel the warmth embrace and love that we received by the people we really love, makes this overwhelming temperature bearable ❣️. I'm glad that you have the support system you needed, Ma'am. Be strong and take care always ☺️.