Sitting down outside in the evening after a sunny Day
Thinking about how it went
Yet, not recalling all the details
Moments which you felt like capturing but couldn't
Then you decide to go inside.
"This must be living my best life," You said to yourself
Suddenly that feeling of nastalgia triggers
You start to doubt yourself, feeling happy and sad
Feeling good at what you have done
Feeling there must be something you have done wrongly.
You are at war with your mind
You do not know how you truly feel
Can't even share your feelings
"Of course, no one would understand."
Takes your device and fibble to let load off your head
"What I'm I thinking that is bothering me this way?
You ask, talking to yourself
Just keep starring at the screen right in front of you
You are barely doing anything.
Then, just then, the thoughts reverses.
"I think I should just forget it and watch a movie"
This works at times, your mind reminds you
Just then you realise its the next day
Its just moments away till daybreak
Finally you crash by 4.a.m in the morning .
It is another day already and you are still on bed
Alarm made efforts but it could not reach to you
Ended up waking others with your alarm instead
Opened your eyes, it felt like another dimension
It was like the sun came to your window.
"Oh! Its almost 8.a.m" you exclaimed
With big swollen eyes and weak body.
You jumped out of bed and into the bathroom
Rushed, but still late.
Left the house by 8:15.a.m wanting to get to work by 8
While in the bus you realized your buttons are shuffled.
😁
Guess we all can relate to This
Hope you liked it.