The one I'll say is a pressure even though I seem to have it under control is taking care of my family as an eldest child

awww it's ok this seems to be the case for a a lot of families in third world countries and the countries with aging population issues like japan

You're doing great you got this. I'm sure you will make sure your family lives comfortably and achieve financial freedom. You are on hive and crypto it's the best place to start for that I think